Tuesday, November 04, 2003
*nurul
i contemplated doing two things dat i never thot i wld even THINK abt.
and i cant beliefe dat todae i actuallie even thot abt it...
i so much wanna go back to my past, to be a lil' gurl all over again.
when i was 5, my mommie was my heroine.
i looked up to her, to me she was the greatest woman...
when i was 10, my mommie was like an irritating bug i cant shake off.
but den i still looked up to her, no matter how irritating she can get...
when i was 12, she was like a monster who was out to make my life miserable...
although i felt like as dou i hated her, i still looked up to her...
now when i'm 15, she's like a stranger
an absolute stranger...
if at 15, she's already like a stranger,
wad abt the future?
wad will she be?
will she matter to me animore?
or will she be someone whu is just another human fading into the backgrd?
just another human whu duzzun matter or bother me animore?
Sunday, November 02, 2003
*nurul
dose going to eat macs anitime soon, pls pls pls call me! hahahhax. i need your help. lalalalala. fankiesx. =]